I’m “down in the dumps” today. Well actually starting last night. But, I thought once I slept and woke up to a new day it would be better. But it’s not. I just want to crawl back in bed, pull the covers over my head, and stay there forever. The weather is icky here. It’s cold and rainy. I have to take Lexi to get her 2nd flu shot this afternoon. I’m not looking forward to taking her by myself. Because after she gets her shot I know she’s going to be fussy, and I’m just going to have to put her in the carseat and drive back home with her by myself. From the dr’s office we have to go pick up dad and take him to meet mom in Tulsa so they can go to dinner and the OSU/TU basketball game for mom’s birthday (yesterday.) I really need to find something to wear to Jacob’s work party this weekend, but I don’t know that after all that running around and the shots, if Lexi will be in the mood to go shopping. Besides the fact that I can’t try anything on with her with me….so I won’t know how anything looks. Not that I want to try anything on anyways. I tried on some stuff last weekend and afterwards I felt awful about myself. I’m to the point of wanting to give up hope on ever losing weight or changing anything about my appearance…because it seems like nothing I do really matters anyway. Ugh…anyways.
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